Burnt a lot of bridges for a lot of toxic people, but now I'm pretty goddamn alone. I've got a few friends now but they're all such lower caliber people than I used to kick it with that it makes me depressed to see how low I've sunk. Uglier girls and beta guys. What do? Part of me wants to go full monk until I graduate, part of me wants to network my way into a friend circle (I'm like 1/3 the way in with a few groups), part of me wants to get sober, and part of me wants to totally burn out. I'm in quite the rut atm.