LTR of two years started acting different two weeks ago. I knew something was off. She was drinking herself into depression and all she wanted to do was sleep. Sex stopped, I couldn't initiate, I couldn't even touch her without resentment.

Today she dropped the biggest bomb any girl has ever dropped on me. "I don't want to be sexual, I'm not sexually attracted to anyone or anything right now"

I'm not coming here to ask what I did wrong. I know I fucked up.

I got oneitis Stopped lifting Told her I loved her Let red flags slide And became Bucky the fucking beta.

I left red pill principles because I was comfortable. I thought I had something great for two years, and I just got complacent.

My relationship is over. As much as I want to save it. Logically it's ruined, and nothing would ever "save" it.

Never get complacent. Unicorns don't exist. The core TRP principles and instincts are right 99.99999% of the time.

I'm taking my Sunday evening to pity myself, the absolute fucking loser that I am.

Tomorrow I'm signing back up to my old gym. I'll be playing the 'Models' audio book while I'm working out.

I want to get my nutrition right this time.

The one question I do have: Can anyone recommend a meal delivery service designed for eating healthier?