But it seems like I've been in it all along. I had a fun, flirtatious summer and got plenty of ass, but now that I'm in my first year of University I'm so fed up with everyone's trash. It's like I can see everyone's intentions and read everyone like a book just from having one conversation with them. If they're full of shit I know, if they're pretending to be nice I know, and if they're actually nice they disgust me because I can't imagine anyone being nice in such a cruel ass world.

I wanna be able to put all that on the backburner and try to be a more easy-going/happy person, because now all I am is just someone who makes people feel uncomfortable because it's evident that I don't like them.

How do I move toward having a better attitude with everyone and making them feel good about themselves like a true Alpha even though I don't really think highly of them at all.