I honestly don't know what to do, I genuinely don't care about women and slowly people after understanding how things work.

Maybe I'm psychotic, I just want a fucking solution right now cause I feel like I'm forcing myself to have sex with women now just so I don't have a sexless youth.

I feel nihilistic, women don't interest me much anymore to where it's like I"m some kind of sick asexual but my body plays tricks with me and tells me I need release every night, I approach a woman and just feel nothing from them, I get so much opportunity now listening to TRP but damn there's one big massive void in my heart.

How do I get past this? I'm self-aware that I'm becoming a heartless anti-social monster that doesn't appreciate anyone in his life, I want to stop this though. I feel like a cure would be to leave the west.