Ive been with my LTR for about a year and 4 months now. Ive been here at TRP for awhile also. Lately ive been mixing my feelings up with rather if i want to be with my girlfriend or is it just that sense of having someone there, to lay with and have your arm around, sentimental type shit. With playes you dont awlays get that. I love her i feel like, but im not sure, i just need your guys' advice. Im in my final year of highschool, and planning on enlisting in the army adterwards, if that helps at all... The thing im scared the most about is breaking her heart. We've went through phases where she doesnt want me but never where i didnt want her, but now it feels like that. Ive never really hurt a LTR before, to tell the truth. I cant stand making someone cry. I give more specific details to anyone who would like to help me out, just comment. Thank you for reading... Sorry if im all over the place here.