Hey, I just broke up with my gf of 6 months because I was losing her respect. I wasn't completely beta, but I was pretty fucking beta so I got outta there to improve on myself. She was fucking hot, and I know I can get chicks like her, if not hotter. But i just checked her instagram (I don't even have it, I creeped) and it brought back a rush of beta feelings I felt in the relationship. Why I did it? i have no clue . She was a slut though, only guy friends, attention whore, princess, cheated in both her past relationships (fucked a lot of guys in between them), had to stoop low to hold a conversation with her. So thankfully, I got out of there and didn't turn a STR into a LTR. I got a lot of good pussy and she got me cool shit, invested in me a lot, and we smashed a lot (until the last month i started being beta as shit and she would pity fuck me).

I've been lifting and eating right, but am already in great shape. I'm fresh out of college and living with my parents. I made goals to work and move out of my rents house by the summer. I am witty and good with girls, but I'm saving money so I can move out. My main focus is on myself at the moment.

The problem is, I'm clouded by these thoughts of her, i guess i'm still kinda mad I let our relationship get like that (probably because i want to keep fucking her), but hey, if it hadn't I wouldnt have found TRP.

I can shake these feelings in time, I always have, but since I'm new to the community I wanna here what you guys think? HBO (Help a brutha out) please