Alright. Since breaking up with my ex and realising AWALT. I have sort of gone into monk mode for the time being. I have started lifting and beginning to notice promicing results, I am trying to incorperate alpha traits into my demeanor, investing in good clothes, stay sober on weekends. I'd like to say im slowly working on something big.

However one thing I struggle with is I get total selfconcious during conversations, sometimes I have a tendancy to mumble that I'm trying so hard to stop. I find that speaking to those who respect me I am fine with, however speaking to those with more authority (i.e boss at work) my voice sounds much more weak and less confident. I know I can at times come across as a confident speaker but a lot of the time i let myself down. Any pointers on what I can do to improve myself?

It's no excuse, but I have mild aspergers, but I don't let it get in my way. I am by no way your cliche aspergers sufferer anyway. I have a good group of friends, have managed to score a couple of 8+'s before and have a good paying job. But despite that I can be akward at times. But it doesn't make my goals impossible, just a lot harder.

Any advice is greatly appreciated