This is a repost, but I don't really understand how the "new" of reddit works, and I don't think anyone seen it, sorry if all of you read it once.

So this is going to be a long post divided in 2 sections my first and second post on /r/asktrp . I would like you to read my scnd post, the first just give a little bit more insight.

Second post :

Thank you for your post(@BluepillProfessor), I didn't respond sooner because I was working on myself and didn't want to put a simple thank you. This is a update on what I have done/am doing for the new red pillers to see. I have started doing calisthenics, and I am trying to improve on my speech impediment.

Read so far (I can't say what they thought me specifically but they are reaffirming my mindset): The rational male (In depth on swallowing the redpill) Convict conditioning (Calisthenics program) Bang (has examples of some routines but I would rather focus on the idea and the way of thinking behind everything) Next few books I am going to read are: No more mr nice guy *sex god method

Now a little bit in depth update to the new redpillers and I hope they don't make the same mistakes as me. There was an event where a friend of my sang, it was more of a coffee place with a "bench" full length of the walls, it was packed when I came back two girls were sitting at my place and I said something along the lines that Should I maybe sit on the floor it has much better ring in my native language and doesn't sound beta, two of them stand up and a guy that was sitting next to me gets up and they take a seat next to me and I start being Cocky and Funny even to a point of jokingly being "narcissistic" and they ask to meet up again. At that point I was feeling good about myself and had a proof of concept (though I behaved like that before but this is the first time I had "method to the madness") but my beta once again kicked in and another girl came by asked me about her singing that night and I reassured in her qualities with no push and pull, and as soon as I said that I realized my mistake but it was too late, she was around for a bit my friend offered her a ride home, and she asked me once again about her singing and I handled it really well.

Advice needed here:

Now as an update to my previous post about the girl, I don't think I will be in my LTR for much longer, and the girls that I ended up being a real beta (after being a top notch alpha) contacted me again if are we going to spend the new years eve together, there would be a guy that was "mysterious" to her and she thought of him as a beta but I portrayed him as an alpha. Now my problem is that I know someone is going to fuck her but I am not sure if it is going to be me or him and I don't want to waist time(+it is new years eve), money and energy in to that. So I asked her who is "we" when she thought about new year. Now my question is where do I go from here, I was thinking about asking her: how much "fun" will I be having could she make it wort it while to me. Once again it isn't a commitment I want to make lightly, and ideas?

Thanks in advance once again, and I hope new members found some interesting stuff that they could learn from. Not really sure how reddit works and will anyone see this on this old post so maybe I repost everything. :)

First post:

I wrote a big article before this but my laptop crashed and lost everything, so if this is a little tumbled my apologies and for writing with a lot of "I". Hey, recently swallowed the pill (though I thought like one sometimes). I am in a LTR (broke up with her but everything is still like I am in one), currently she is the one that I would marry but I am really young and want to fuck around.

Some time ago I met a girl that is a 9 maybe an 8. Saw her only once but we hit it off via IM. Rich girl with daddy issues, has a boyfriend that provides her expensive stuff. (First shit test that I failed) I told her that I am not that kind of guy and I am into romantic stuff (explained myself) and acknowledged her boyfriend. Made a great rapport, she opened up, we talked about her but I also contributed with "valuable" stuff to the conversation. She believed I was alpha but I fucked up. She had a firm belief that I get a lot of women, unfortunately I convinced her that I was a virgin, in hindsight it wasn't the smartest thing. She sent me underwear pictures (before failing shit tests) and I told her that she is beautiful and has a great figure. (another shit test failed) Also that I would fuck her (though I gave a reason "not to ruin her day"). I got a label of a "best friend", we stopped communications some time ago. I don't have any great desires to fucking her, but why not, thought it isn't my main goal. She lives in a country I really love and I visited few times before. She asked me to come visit her, and that is the thing I would like to do, she is living in my favorite country besides mine, would love to live there. She is coming later this year and asked me before to stay at my place (maybe with her friend), I said that isn't an option but we will think of something. I acted like I did because I thought since she had daddy issues that she need support and affirmation in her life.

What I am reading: How to win friends and influence people The rational male */r/theredpill sidebar (read a lot already) Already read Could you suggest some TL;DR on basics of holding frame, shit tests (examples) and everything else you think is a must know for newbies,

And little background info(so you can understand me a little better and what is my mindset, and to give me some more general life advice): Was a great athlete (went on world championships) stopped training for over 2 years Have a speech impediment, pronounced boyish nasal voice Have a baby face so I constantly ware a 3-day beard so I look older A bit on a skinny side, though I did receive compliments from 9-10 on my good looks (they also said they fancied me, though those days are long gone) and "basketball player like body", but as I stopped training I lost any muscles that I had my fat indexed increased and I don't have a six pack anymore I would consider myself from a 5(on bad days) up to a 9 on good days, lately feeling like a 5 Above average intelligence (though I think I am not anymore did the test in the hospital when I was way younger) Received direct sex invites only from 4s and 5s, Currently going big in internet marketing

Any advice how to improve on myself further, especially for my nasal voice? I want to take up MMA or Wing Chung MMA because of full body fitness Wing Chung great for self defense (any thoughts?)

Thanks to everyone in advance, your responses will mean a lot to me and help out a lot.