I'm a (34M) who was at the outset of a potential LTR for 8 months with a (26F). Small asian 8 with british accent gets tons of attention, acts oblivious to it when guys become 'please validate me' robots around her.

I found TRP after our break-up in early January. I sent some very beta / needy emails to her over the holidays while she was back home in England essentially suggesting reasons we should probably break up. She said we should talk when she's back, went no contact for 10 days and emailed me a 'break-up' letter stating that she didn't want to continue the relationship because of our expectations.

Like a little beta bitch I went over to her place on her invite to exchange keys / things thinking she wanted to to talk it through and or end it in person.

She acted like a little child. She was wearing hardly anything, ignoring me and sitting on the couch with her two best friends from college.

She gave me no chance for me to isolate and so I went full retard and apologized to her in front of the other two to make the point. I said I didn't think it was worth ending the relationship over and that I wanted to work it out.

She thanked me for the apology and I got up to leave. She said nothing to the effect of goodbye, I give up, this won't work out etc. So she had no intention of discussing anything.

I didn't say shit but instead of being amused I was clearly disappointed in her presence. De-friend / no contact from me (can't believe I was able to pull it off) but have read No More Mr. Nice Guy and attended their meet-ups. Read The Rational Male and took notes. Read Models twice. Listened to the Way of the Superior Man twice. Scoured TRP. Read the art of Seduction and 48 laws of power. Started working out and have gained 6 lbs in past two weeks. Self improvement etc etc.

Last week I accidentally invited her to my LinkedIN network. Be warned, LinkedIN will scrape every email you've sent out and make you think you're inviting 3 people when you actually invite 300+. Immediately I realized I invited her thus breaking no contact.

Next day she writes to me for the first time saying it seemed illogical for me to de-friend on FB then invite on LinkedIN.

Within the hour I responded with an opener saying how rich it was to hear a claim of illogic coming from her. I explained it was not intentional and said I had no interest in being friends with 'someone who pulled the move she made' and that she should not pretend that she didn't blow it, at least not to me.

I figured I would never hear from her again but she writes back the next day saying she wouldn't play the blame game and said that I feel it's to soon to be in contact again she would understand, that if I never wanted to speak again that she would respect the decision but that she wanted us to at least be 'civil'

I stand by my final letter to her and even though my beta bloodline is begging me to write something that says, 'no hard feelings'

Also, she cheated on me in October. Said it was a kiss she let happen for 'only a few seconds' - I wound up forgiving her for it because she begged me to give her a second chance.

I made every loss of frame failed shit test in the book and she walked all over me and I let it happen because I put my own self worth in her validation of me.

All that and she was such a bore in bed.

So why do I give a shit that my last communication is a hamster wheel spinner for the sake of just hoping it will spin. Still trying to kill the oneitis tendency of the blue pill me.

I looking for RP encouragement that my aggressive final message to her - that she is illogical and not a person worth being friends with - is / was the right move?

TL/DR: LinkedIN forced me to break no contact with ex. Sent an insulting shut down email, was it the right move?