Even though I know what you are, it still hurts my heart

And now I’m up at night, just wishing I could get a restart

I know exactly what to expect, must’ve not sunk in yet

You must’ve been my type, all I think about is that dark skin and hair brunette

I just need to vomit my feelings, I don’t want to be stuck at an impasse

But like all storms I know it’ll pass, I’ll completely forget you when I move up a social class

I’m trying not to sound bitter, but it doesn’t matter you’ll never see this

I’m in disbelief, feeling like this when we didn’t even kiss

I was foolish to think my heart was black, like a smoker’s lungs are

I was foolish to think anything of you, you’re probably a PornHub film star

I was foolish to pay you that much attention, it’s like crack to you

I was foolish to even get your number, now all I feel is regret like the Wandering Jew

I am wise to know you’re just a female, one out of 3.5 billion

I am wise to know my worth, I swear before I die I’ll have me a Brazilian

I am wise to know this is all temporary, my mind is now tougher

I am wise to keep striving for improvement, no matter how much I suffer.