I’m a young ass dude,a teenager in high school and I have a bitch currently.

I am naturally pretty masculine already from my upbringing in which I had to be strong for my family so I am already aggressive,confident,and unemotional. And my bitch really likes that and I found out why from this community and it makes alotta sense.

With Covid and shit goin on though I only see my shorty once or twice a week to fuck and allat,and she is basically obsessed with me so she is always hitting Me up and shit asking how I’m doing.

This leads up to the other day,when we were talking through text and I told her to call me. I ended up talking to her for two hours late at night. I did enjoy talking to her and shit but I do feel like it was beta and I could’ve spent my time working out or doing something productive.

To get to the point,was it beta to talk to her for that long when I coulda been doing some other shit?

Just so y’all know,I got my hygiene,my looks,my frame,and my body on point and I’m always lookin for ways to make more money.So I got everything on point but I still have this bad habit of thinking too much about shit like this. I want to here some of y’all opinions on this. Am I overthinking?