I recently had oneitis for a plate. We weren't exclusive and it was super new. But the new relationship energy was there and she was full of butterflies etc. It worked both ways. Then soon after she fucked some other guy lol. Not surprised, not even hurt and I don't feel bad. I just feel numb. Maybe disappointed but I already knew TRP and AWAL etc. Her logic was that we should just live for moments in life and enjoy those moments. I don't blame her or anything but I'm unable to continue liking her. Should I be able to "enjoy moments" like that? I'm a very closed person and have a hard time opening up to people. Maybe that's why. When stuff like that happens. I feel like there is nothing left to like in women. I don't feel like fucking them either. Libido has kind of shit lately anyway.

Experiences like that make you numb in a way. Kind of stop seeing the point in chasing women... and that's what my life has been revolving around. There is nothing else going on. Feels hopeless. Pointless. I don't know what's the point of this thread either.