Kisses two transgender women 4 years ago. Can not enjoy life. Can not make love to women anymore with my heart in it

barn3r · 2019-03-12T04:17:23+00:00

Who gives a fuck? You should have atleast got your dick sucked, but oh well.

Go live your life. If you’re that embarrassed about it then don’t tell anybody.

It’s not really that big a deal.

Yougotredonyouagain · 2019-03-12T04:47:29+00:00

I will be honest, I am not a regular on this sub and only came across it randomly sorting by new, so I am most likely not the person you are looking for to answer this. That being said.....My initial reaction reading this was to completely write you off as some sort of ignorant homophobe trying to incite a negative reaction from a marginalized group. As someone who cannot empathize with that viewpoint at all, I planned on just popping in here to tell you that you are an idiot and then go about my day. But then I looked at your post history and saw that you have been making an almost identical post in various subs for over a year, so with that in mind I will use my limited worldview to try and offer some insight into your situation.

My first guess is that you most likely had very censored childhood and we're probably raised in a home that has deeply held conservative or regressive beliefs. This most likely left you to ascribe some degree of negative feelings towards those in LGBTQ community. Seeing as they were now somewhat of a forbidden fruit, eventually you developed some form of curiosity and ended up experimenting. You realized it wasn't for you and have since been struggling to coalesce your upbringing with your now regretted experience.

So what does that mean for you now? Well I have some good news for you, it doesn't have to mean anything. You say you were heavily medicated at the time, so you can tell yourself you did something out of character since your mental status was altered. But let's be real here, that probably isn't the issue. The main problem is that you can accept that you were curious about something, tried it out, and didn't like it. That's it, it literally could not be a smaller of a deal. If this is so earth shattering for you maybe you need to look further into yourself. Figure out where these hateful views come from and cut that shit out of your life. The truth is you don't hate yourself for what you tried, you hate yourself because you are too damn weak to be confident in yourself and the value of the lessons you have learned from your experiences. Expand your worldview and accept all the beautiful variety life brings our way.

Side note: You also need to look at how you view women. Instant cringe the moment anyone tries to use the term breeding when referring to women. I'd be willing to bet that your implied lack of success results from a general vibe of douchiness you seem to eminate.

Title	Kisses two transgender women 4 years ago. Can not enjoy life. Can not make love to women anymore with my heart in it
Author	Grapejuice6969
Upvotes	0
Comments	5
Date	March 12, 2019 4:13 AM UTC (7 years ago)
Subreddit	Posted in /r/askTRP
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