Might be sort of stupid question but I still struggle with myself. Some of my issues are related to childhood / family too.

I cannot, think I look good. Almost never. Avoid pictures and looking in the mirror.

I think I look better than most of people, but I think I still look weird somehow. My hygiene, fashion and everything is on point too I guess.

I am 17 virgin and haven’t really had a girlfriend. I’ve made out with couple girls, and only been to couple parties.

But if I go to a party its guaranteed girl will talk to me and make out with me (without me even approaching).

Last weekend I made out with a girl, and she even hinted about sex. Invited me to her place and told in my language that we’ll fuck pretty much.

But then I tell myself oh, she made out with me because she was drunk and just found me attravtice then. Or she is a hoe and fucks everyone.

I have been going to the gym before and still do, but I can’t seem to love myself enough. Sorry if this is stupid post or something.