Hey TRP!

I know the title looks so funny but that's true. It's a story from reverse direction. You'll see what happens when you start to being "not alpha anymore" and what you loose. The rule is not just take the pill, don't lose it. All woman will try to change you.

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My family is not good at all but they did a favor for me, they raised me as a "real man". One day my mom told me "GO OUT AND PLAY WITH BOYS" while I was sitting home and playing neighbours' girls. I learned how to fight, I learned how to communicate with others, I learned hierarchy between guys, I learned who is leading the group and picking up(it's not a real relationship for child ages but you know what is it) and more as a kid. It was before r/TheRedPill, it was before Reddit but it was a real red pill. It's too hard to understand these years but it gives a good view to you after some years.

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After my depressed stupid teenage years (reason: mom and dad divorced) I noticed "WTF. I'm in a group full of losers as a part of it." I slowly started to dress good, smell good, hairstyle, lifting. Changed my friends who they were insulting me. My behaviour has changed automatically. I took some responsibilites, especially about leading. People started to talking about me as a "natural leader" or "cool guy". I "selected" the most beautiful and attractive girl of college and picked up her. It was the first. I did the same thing few times because I wanted to see I can do it.

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Then I met with a girl and it was the beginning of the end. She had beautiful face, attractive model body, good dress and cold behaviour. She made me crazy, in my eyes she was the aphrodite. I tried to talk with her few times but she was cold. After 1-2 months I learned her home is near to mine. Me and my friend started to go our homes with her and her friends. (with public transport). I played well. I was looking like a bad boy but who is successful. Parties at the nights, A grades at the school. I rejected all jokes about she and me. I said "With her? No way stupids. She is boring."

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She fell in love to me in short time. She ended her relationship. It was like a dream but I didn't see the red flags. I focused her and I tried to fix everything which makes her sad. I didn't let her cry. I changed my everything to be good boyfriend as she said. I closed my social accounts (good one, they are shit.) I cut my connection with my female friends, I changed my behaviour, I changed everything to make her happy.

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I didn't see how much I'm in danger. I didn't think too much why she is stalking her ex(I believed she is just curious). I didn't think why am I always paying for dinners. I didn't understand she is placing herself in higher than me. I didn't understand anything because toxic was in my blood.

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When I reject this situation she became crazy. She said I have no right to do same things with her. It reminded me my old loser days. I wanted to take back my old view. I started with doing same everything which she did to me. Am I paying dinner? Half-half my dear. Are you good with your male friends? I'm with my females. Are you insulting me? Ready yourself. Then, not surprisingly. She said I'm not good anymore. She can't deal with me. She ended our 3 years rel.ship in 2 months.

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Lost friends + lost money + lost 3 years. She made me usable first then used. She captured an athletic popular energetic fun self-confident guy and showed him who is boss with using her beauty. A black widow.

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Advice: Be careful your red pill. Losing is easier than taking it.

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