I'm sick of hearing about how tough it is/was to swallow the "red pill." If you just allow yourself to be a fucking man for once, you wouldn't need to complain all the time. Being a man is still instinctual, it's in our blood. I still have compulsions to this very day, for instance, to at least leave the house once a day and buy at least a drink at the local gas station. That's the hunter-gatherer instinct inside of me. Harness your subconscious and evolutionary instincts.    I once tried to psych myself up into re-becoming a man years ago. I thought it was way fun. I felt like a pussy little shit who forgot the fact that I had a penis. Guess what I did? I bought some habaneros and ate them, then I jumped into the sea in the middle of winter. Then I played dick stick with the guys (take turns hitting each other in the penis with a stick harder and harder till one of you breaks), then filled up a 2 liter 3 inches with water and sat in a circle with our legs open and tossed the bottle at each other's crotches.    Sure, becoming a real man might actually entail a more realistic awakening and real effort to change habits and personality traits, but you should try getting back in touch with your inner Alpha. Being a man should be natural to you, don't be angry, be glad you found your inner juju where it was all along. Once you rise above, being Alpha will make you feel like the shit and won't be hard anymore.   Please feel free to add your own manhood rituals........