Hi guys, red pill apprentice here! I met this girl a year ago before the pill and we connected. She was this intellectual witty lover of books, and thats important to me.

So being blue pilled, i sort of put her on a pedestal. Count down a year later, we went on a date and it was great. We made out at the end and it ended pretty well though i couldn’t escalate further.

Now i think i might have fucked it up by reverting to my blue pill self. I ended up being consumed by the moment and thought she was different. 2 days of serial texting later, i can feel the interest wane.

Is it always like this?Success at the cost of always having your guard up!!!🤦🏾‍♂️🤦🏾‍♂️