Okay guys so I'm new to the red pill. I'll try to keep it short so I really help with this girl so we pretty much talk everyday and hangout and stuff and enjoy each other company as well even made out. We get very physical when we are together and I won't lie I enjoy it very much but after all this we be texting/ calling and she be telling me that we shouldn't do it again but we end up doing it again the next time but I'm really sick of this behavior from her side listening to her bitch about her ex and how she misses him I actually don't really care about it but the problem currently I'm facing is that I have developed feelings for her I tried to ghost her but I failed and I'm really confused. When we are together it's feels like I'm with a different person and when we are texting/calling it feels like I'm talking to a different person is this shit test? I don't really know how to handle this situation. How do I go about it with her? Should I completely cut her off my life? It is really affecting my mind thinking about it through out the day like what the fuck should I do!