I could ask some trip advice column but hopefully, the men in here share a similar mindset. I'm looking for some cool new experience if that's traveling somewhere it skinny dip in some kick-ass hot natural spring, or go on some excursion that teaches you how to hunt and kill a wild buffalo...I'm just making shit up at this point. My point is I'm really craving something life-changing, a legit game changer in terms of really changing my perspective on the world but something that really adds value. I have zero desire to go to some big ass city like London, New York, or Paris to see a bunch of blue pilled plugged into the matrix type idiots. I'm 42 6'4" about 235lbs I lift weights, so I'm above average shape but not where I want to be so even if there is something like a fitness retreat that someone has done tell me about it. My point in asking for all this is I'm almost 2 years post-divorce, I spent time working on myself, meeting tons of women, and honestly, it feels really fucking empty. Trying to date with a red pill mindset it's like someone put the game on easy mode, but at the same time it's like I have my kids, and very cordial divorce was I was surprisingly not divorced raped. I feel like I tried to find this magical vagina that would make me feel the way I did when I was married, and I find myself just annoyed most of the time. I've met some relatively cool women, but for the most part I find them to very delusional about themselves, and so it feels empty as hell the physical release is great, but actually, afterward I feel worse kind of like oh that's it? I share this info because not sure if anyone else was in the same mindset and did X Y or Z and it really changed their perspective. Oh well the joys of an existential crisis...lol