I've been reading (Married) Red Pill book recommendations and slowly implimenting. I started when the relationship with my Son's mother went to shit 2 years ago. I wanted to build a healthier nuclear family for my son, I thought attraction would do the trick.

Redpill did as promised; the wife wants to fuck me all the time again.

Problem: She still wants to separate, doesn't want to move back in. I had terrible experiences with step parents and I do not want my Son having a stepdad. Also, I still crave having a wife waiting for me after work and sleeping next to me every night. I feel pretty low sometimes when she bails right after an orgasm.

Right now I can't tell if I should feel like I'm being used or if I've hit the jackpot.

How would you feel/ what would you do in my situation?