Hello, I'm new on the Red Pill community (being reading for 6 months), but I'm very interested in everything it stands for. The thing is i have a 5 years LTR. I met her when i started college. By that time i was having really good with women, i had 2 plates that i had sex at least 3 times per week each but I thought that the lack of emotional bond and commitment was a bad thing. Long story short, My LTR is my college classmate, we just finished college and the relationship is getting really sexually cold. The first two years were awesome but then it was slowly getting worst to the point we now have sex once a week top. We have had a LOT of fights the past two years and everything i do the beta blue thing and tell her that it was my fault and that i would improve somehow. I found a few months ago that she received love letters from a guy from her work and she was hiding that from me. I found it and i broke up with her (this was in march) and she begged for my forgiveness, i told her that I would forgive me if she would become submissive and do (sexuality) what i wanted (blowjobs, having more sex) and she did.. for a month, and then the relationship got cold again.

Sorry for the long post but i need help from you. I don't know what to do, if i break up with her i dont want to hurt her but i HATE this. I don't have sex, i get blames for everything and i know it's my beta traits but i would like to make her submissive for me.

Please help, I'm counting on you!