I guess the post says it all. I’m 26, and I have never had casual sex, like once. And it’s not like this was a choice or if the question was asked, the universe just sort of said “it’s not gonna happen for you.” I have accepted that I have run out of time for it, and the fact I am dating someone now for 2 years and I doubt that I am gonna break up with her. It is soul crushing and absolutely devastating that all these people I see on here, or in other communities, or in real life have gotten to “explore their sexuality” and the only partners I’ve had have been the women I have dated (7 partners in total). I don’t take solace in the fact that I didn’t have to deal with the “problems” that come with it, I don’t take solace in the fact people like me for me and not for shallow reasons (I would actually love to be wanted for my looks). I really just wanted to be the hot guy and I completely failed at the one thing I wanted, over everything else in my life.

In 26 years I have never had women try to have casual sex with me, be a FWB, try to hit up my DMs, or do anything that would imply that they want me for casual sex. I don’t know, I guess I just want to know how I’m supposed to move on.