I'm 27 and still at home. Got my first full-time job 6 months ago. I recently bought a newer car for 9k cause my old one was absolutely fucked. So I actually have reliable transport now which is great. My job is stable too. Work with good people. Younger years were legit plagued by some really fucking bad depression that I only came out of (mostly) at about 25, had a suicide attempt at 23 that nobody knows about either. Slow but I am making changes. Still often zoning out thinking why bother.
Lost 25lbs and quit smoking last year. Stopped hanging around assholes and started working out. Feelsgoodman.
I buy this car for 9k and my savings take a hit, I got like 1.5k left and in order to move out I need about 4k. Ideally 5k to 6k so I have some emergency funds etc.
My dad got injured at work and is off work for 4-6 months (paid), my mom has started drinking heavily cause she's a fucken drunk in general and that's another story, my brother who is 32 left his partner and moved back home and he just sits around smoking and drinking and talking shit, and my closest friend moved like 4hrs away last week.
It just all feels totally fucked again. The depression is coming back. Feels like I have nobody around me to be a rock if needed and although I try to be my own rock it ain't working.
Haven't worked out in 6 days and have been eating like shit. Questioning everything.
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