Hey there, I just turned 19 y/o and even then though I’m young, I feel like I’ve wasted so much of my life already.

High school sucked, and post-graduation life hasn’t been any better. I have nothing I really wanna do, career wise. I’ve never had any experiences ‘romantically/ sexually,’ either, and this makes me feel like a loser.

It’s gotten to the point where this is on my mind everyday.

I just got a job at a big gym in the area, and it includes having a free membership and being able to talk to pretty girls everyday—whenever I do talk to girls (my coworkers)—and actually, this goes for everyone I talk to in general— I never know what to say or do and they just end up ignoring me/ talking to someone else. I can’t keep up a conversation for shit.

I have no direction. No friends. No girls interested in me. Nothing.

I want to improve everything about myself. I can’t be the way I am any longer. I want to be better at the game of life, better at social interactions/ esp. with girls, and so on.

I just feel “left out” all of the time—I feel like I’m genuinely a boring person.

I just don’t know where to start . . Is there anyone here who was in a similar spot, and got out and succeeded? If anyone can help, thank you.

Sorry if this is the wrong place to post something like this