First, a quick background on me which is relevant to this story. I'm a tall sarcastic nerd with a pretty face who always had some scattered success with women. I eventually started working out, found the pill, started dressing better, etc.; at this point I am basically Chad and often see through women because I have gotten used to their patterns.

So now the story, the events of which reminded me of you guys and provided me with a deeper understanding of the consequences of the red pill, and of how there really is no going back.

The other day I was shopping at the local grocery store here in Bloopsburg, USA. As I pushed my cart towards the giant packs of bottled water, I passed a woman (maybe 15 or 20 years older than me) headed in the opposite direction. We made eye contact briefly, and just by the way she looked at me over her mask I knew what was about to happen. Like a premonition, I saw it play out in my mind's eye.

I sighed and bent down as I heard her come to a halt behind me. I could feel her eyes on me as I picked up the water and put it in my cart. Then, of course, she makes her move:

"Excuse me, could you help me with one of those?"

Oh, one of those items that I watched you look at and roll on by a few seconds ago? And right after you stopped to creep on me? Are you seriously going to buy this water just to get your little psychological fix of bossing strange sexy men around while having a look at their bodies, like a male customer asking the cute shop girl in a skirt to get him something from the highest shelf? Are you really such a slave to your biology that I could predict this entire scenario playing out exactly as it has from a second of eye contact?

A few years ago I wouldn't have noticed any of this and would have cheerfully done her bidding. Even now if she had stopped at the water, looked around for help and noticed me, and then asked - I would have helped her. But in this circumstance I found myself thinking only "sleazy old lady," and was disgusted.

I do not think women are inherently bad or anything for having the urge to do these things; we're all randy primates who have no real choice in how we are wired up. But nowadays I think it is incumbent upon me to refuse to participate in the one-way standards I never even used to notice. And to avoid putting myself into potentially compromising situations with strange women who clearly do not hold themselves to the same moral standard that is expected of men.

When you understand their psychology, you see that women constantly engage in the lecherous behavior that is nigh universally now condemned in men. They think it is okay as long as they never admit that they do it and you never call them on it. And maybe it is okay, but if so, then the road needs to go both ways.

I know for sure that when this happened to me it felt gross and awkward; I felt like I was being used; I found myself infuriated at the hypocrisy of the whole thing... and I suddenly realized that taking the red pill had ironically allowed me to truly have a more complete idea of what women feel when they are harassed by men. The disappointing shallowness of it all, how you feel like you are just a body, and how it happens all the god damned time. I had simply never noticed what they were doing before, because I did not fully understand their sexuality.

Anyway, where was I? Oh right, this pervert was about to pay for the privilege of watching me be a slave for her, while she shamelessly stares and sexually objectifies me.

"I'm not comfortable with that, you should ask someone who works here."

Her eyes looked different when I said that. A flash of a shocked expression, almost horrified. But then it was instantly replaced by the averted eyes, flushed cheeks, and hair swipe of obvious arousal. All of which I knew would happen since the first time I made eye contact with this woman. She then gave me a demure "oh okay," and I walked away feeling sorry for her.

I hope that the rush of wanting to fuck a hawt guy when he tells you "no" is enough for them, because unless they get some manners, it is all they are ever going to get from the men they want.