I was FINALLY back in the game after sulking the loss of my marriage and 8 year relationship for a whole FUCKING year.

Im really fucked up emotionally now I think. Its my pride, I cant hack it. They got me again, knees deep I was in the fantasy, I thought, ONE MORE SHOT. But they let me down again. How naive of me.

I was a player in my youth, but now I just want to Alpha Widow any women who shows interest in me. I dont pursue and I recommend they keep away.

What a fucked up sadistic pleasure.

Yeah I remember now, women are really insecure, I cant stand it, or neediness, its repulsive. Im dark triad. I was created not born this way.

Give them an inch, and they'll take a fucking mile.

Anyone else been where I am?