For some reason I suck ass at dating. Only ever dated one girl briefly the past summer for a month, until I scared her and she said she isn’t ready for a relationship etc etc.

I do on some scale have abandonment issues I believe as my dad left us when I was young. I have only had two “plates” if you may, and both ended in disaster.

I always end up getting severe oneitis when I date a chick, which turns her off.

Failure really bothers me. Came back from a four month break back to college to a girl whose BF of 6 years dumped her ass. She was really into me at the time, 8 months ago, but I can pinpoint the exact time and second where I broke every ounce of attraction she had towards me, me being dumbass me. I can’t stop thinking that if I were to go back 8 months things would be different. One deep realization i have is that the smp does NOT give you second chances.. I particularly liked this one girl because not only was she hot, but she had a strong father/mother and older brother and sister. Was smart as hell, too. Good christian values, none of that tattoo, club hanging, partying noneness that girls have.

I am not ugly. I lift, and I wear decent clothes, but then I see girls like the above go for complete skinny to the bone guys.

I am 21 yeara old, currently in college, and my hobbies consist of either lifting or dieting. I dont do much besides work, but now I’m wondering if just stopping and going mgtow would be the solution? To help me focus more on school, lifting and avoiding crippling oneitis?