I hate Hollywood. The whole point of Hollywood was to portray an unrealistic example of life. I think people, even myself have forgotten that. I loved the matrix when I was a young buck. I hate taking or associating any life lessons with a cheesy work of science fiction. Yet I can't help but understand why TRP is called what it is.

I had a friend named Ben when I was growing up. His dad worked for Boeing. Ben was a habitual liar/approval seeker. He had been born in Oklahoma but came to Seattle when he was young as fuck. When the movie twister came out he claimed to have been in 100 tornados and would spin these gloriously detailed stories about how he faced them, filmed them and was recruited by a mystical uncle to go 'storm chasing'. Ben was a mamas boy who would resort to violence on the mere suggestion of any impropriety of his mother unit.

Ben had a sister named Ivy, I used Ben and my pseudo friendship with him to regularly finger bang his sister when it wasn't my turn to play twisted metal on the PS1.

I was a late bloomer. I had no hair on my dick until I was like 18. My dick was small as fuck and voice unchanged until I was like 17. Also I was uncircumcised. A combination of all of them gave me an insecurity complex about taking my pants off like you wouldn't believe, but my fingers were magic. I was like the best prodigy violin player you'd ever seen except I couldn't play an instrument to save my life. My instrument surrogate was pussy. Since the age of 12 I'd been able to find the right pressure and frequency for any pussy I encountered. Believe me I've encountered a lot of pussy. I was the fucking Mozart of diddling, the Genghis Khan of banging. It all came from a reluctance to take my pants off. I learned some shit about getting girls off with my tongue and fingers that I should charge for. Such as using a pinky in the butt to gauge contractions to adjust your rhythm and rate and all kinds of other shit.

There was not a girl in a 12 block radius between the ages of 11 and 17 I hadn't stuck my finger in. I was notorious and even recommended. Fat, ugly, it didn't matter. I had the attitude and desire. They fell one by one. I even got referrals.

I never went all the way though. I lost my virginity at 19. By then I was out in the world on my own 1500 miles from home.

That's where I'm coming from. I wasn't ever introduced to the red pill. I was pretty much born into it. I had oneitis once, failed hard. Been beta in a LTR and failed before I went back to just being myself. I could always pull pussy but never keep it. To me the RP is like gravity, you know if you tip a cup over the water inside will spill out. You learn this as a child through trial and error. You don't know the theory behind it, you just know it. Once exposed to the RP like every other SOB in this subreddit you can apply the knowledge retroactively.

That's what trips most people up. A lot of people still don't believe 'AWALT' but they are. Once you accept that it has consequences. I've been married to the same girl for 7 years. I've stepped up my alpha game because I'm leaving for 9 months on a trip. The way my 'unicorn' is responding just proves AWALT.

I've always been alpha with her but when I stepped up dread game and just my general asshole nature the sex has been amazing. I came home the other day and was ready to just chill but she came into my office doorway naked and said 'my body knows I'm fertile, I've been leaving wet spots wherever I sit. Come fuck me so I can concentrate on school'. I didn't even want to, but rose to the occasion and gave her a good fucking. I wrecked her so hard she actually suggested anal because her other hole was sore.

Well I'm about to go upstairs and rectalfy the situation.

Her parting words for me this morning were 'you're such an ass' because she was telling me that she was so sore when I was fooling around with her (no intent to fuck as I had somewhere else to be). I told her I'd still throw it in her ass if I had time but sadly someone has to go to work and put money in her pocket. I come home 5 hours later and guess who already has the lube out and her ass spread.

The whole point is, I knew all this RP bull ahead of time. As for swallowing it ... I've got two daughters. When I look at them I think as smart as you are and as much as I love you; you could be the president someday but you were born with the handicap of being a woman. You could literally be Angela Merkle or Hillary (fuck you if you vote for her) Clinton but you'll always be subservient to a stronger man. That breaks my heart.

Accepting TRP is admitting AWALT but it's hard for some of us but honestly I have no doubt my daughters are going to be just like all women and I at least want to raise them to select males with high SMV and make them work to earn it.

Anyways if anyone asks I'll elaborate on why I mentioned the people I did. Just trying to give a snapshot of where I'm coming from and how even if you've been RP your whole life, swallowing is still enlightening.