2 years ago, I had a cuckold fetish and played this out many times with my current girlfriend. She would bring home guys we met at the bar, social media, or sometimes mutual friends. Over this period of time she fucked around 20 guys in front of me. I have been urinated on and forced to lick another mans scrotum, in front of my girlfriend. I wish this was a troll, but its the truth & its just what i was into at the time.

Part of this fetish was due to losing my virginity at 24, having a really weak mindset & thinking I was not worthy of any woman. Now, 2 years on i have changed for the better, started lifting, and working on my personality to become more confident. I am with the same girl.

However, I am constantly shit tested by her and disrespected. She will still flirt with other guys infront of me. I have tried using "dread", ive tried acting dominant, but it doesnt work. She sees right through it & literally does not care. We will go weeks or months without sex, it does not bother her in the slightest. I know i did this to myself, but is there anyway I can regain control & dominance or is the relationship ruined?