I mean extreme monk.

This is my red pill story. I knocked up a broad when I was 19. She was the neighbourhood bike, and had to get court ordered paternity to determine who the father was. I actually got a huge discount, as the law here states the cost of the test is divided by how many other potential fathers there are. Those dice rolled the wrong way for me.

Needless to say, I was raised right, and stepped up to raise my family. I was 20 years old, and a journeyman tradesman, as I started in the trade at 16. I had enough to support a family.

Fast forward 10 years. Ended up married with 3 kids, fairly sure 3 isn't mine, but she's their sister, so I didn't care. I love my kids, and a child needs her dad. That thinking was my downfall.

She never stopped the party girl ways, but I didn't care. She rarely came home except to get a bag of clothes, maybe shower, and try to dodge the kids the whole time. They were basically raised by a nanny. I worked full time, did all the chores, all the cooking, dropped the kids off and picked them up from daycare. I was essentially a single dad, and not caring if the couch surfer stopped in, it was easier than paying for divorce court. I was already paying for everything alone, and it turns out, she was secretly claiming welfare, and collecting all the government benefits

One Christmas eve, after not being home for a week, she snuck in to the house after dark, I fell asleep watching a movie in my sons room, the baby was in her crib, and my eldest was having a sleepover. She called the cops and had me thrown out, claiming she was scared of me. Long story short I was thrown out in the cold with no coat or shoes, and told to leave. She moved her boyfriend in the next day.

I lost all my possesions, and over a third of my income. At the time, I was a very successful contractor, making over 100k after tax. I managed to put my life back together. Got an apartment in another city close by, as she would stalk me. Drove a half hour each way to pick up and drop off the kids every weekend, Friday until Monday. Changed my number and did everything I could do to minimize dealing with her. Throughout the relationship, she was abusive, and used the system to punish me when she didn't get her way. I have even been jailed for unpaid child support, even though she lived in my home. With all of this in place, she still constantly harassed me, on a near daily basis. Vandalizing my car, throwing rocks through my window, sneaking into my apartment. I was even once made to leave my own apartment because she snuck in while I was sleeping, and called the cops, then started screaming. I was fast asleep.

She had my kids taken by social workers for abusing them, and I gained emergency custody. They lived with me for over 6 months, the whole while, I still had to pay a third of my income to her, work full time, and drive them across the city for school, because 'it would be too much to change them to the school half a block away .

It was ok for a while. I was ragged and broke, but ransom was paid, and I had my kids. Then the court date came. Turns out her lawyer proposed adopting my kids to her brother. The court went for it, because he was married, owned his own home and bussiness, and on paper, made more money, as my income was greatly reduced for child support. After this, I was sued by her brother for support of the kids. The kids were still with mom, and I was still required to pay her. I obviously couldn't afford a lawyer, but I was still afloat.

Then it happened. I was on a job, rushing because the faster I built, the faster I made money. I fell off a scaffold onto comcrete. It was only 7 feet, but took it all on my left side. Broke half my body and something in my back. It was the last day to complete the contract, and I was unable to do it. Because of this, I was back charged to pay someone else to finish. I ended up 200 bucks short for support. I was laid up in a chair for months, barely able to stand, and in pain from sitting, and my insurance was barely enough to cover my child support. Watched my meager savings dwindle away for rent, but still keeping up.

As I mentioned before, she would show up and break into my apartment all the time. One day, a couple months after my accident, she showed up demanding the 200 bucks I couldn't pay. I tried to explain that I was pretty much stuck in a chair, and ate from the foodbank, or my ladyfreind who felt bad for me would cook for me. She was obviously tweaked. She has a huge cocaine problem. She smashed up my place and stormed off. Two days later I was sued again for back child support. They ended up taking my bussiness, freezing all of my assets, forcing the liquidation of business property. They made me sell the truck, and all of my tools, even down to my hammer. I only got a used price, and only half of that, as half is hers, then pay the legal fees for doing it.

So there I was, not able to work, not allowed to cash a check, and with no tools to do my job if I wanted to. Not allowed to see my kids except for supervised visits at her discretion, and money almost gone. I did have a ladyfreind, who was nice enough, but I started to notice that her and all of her female friends all had the same narcissistic traits, and were all monkey branching. It didn't seem worth it. That's when I found the red pill, but didn't know it yet.

I decided one day, I wasn't going to rot away in a chair. I started selling off all of my stuff, and using the money to buy survival gear. I stood up out of the chair, and spent months packing a rucksack with more and more weight, to get my back strong again. It still hurts, but I won't just sit. I was getting stronger. One day I just took my gear and walked out. Took the last of my cash and bought a crappy old camper and guard dog.

I fucked off into the mountains. I live alone. Full monk, or extreme monk. I took my chips off the table, because it's a losing game. I still do all the things I did for fun, still hang out with people occasionally, but I stepped back from the gynocentric society. If I can't keep my resources, why should I earn any? I hunt and fish and forage for food, barred and trade, and keep everything I get for myself. I have no interest in women.

The ironic part is that women still have interest in me. I cannot understand why. I do nothing to try to attract them. It's almost like I'm getting more attention than I did when I was young and rich. The only reasonable conclusion is that women want any attention they can get, and the harder the better. They just want dick, and are willing to monkey branch any time they can. They were told they can be like men and want the conquest, without the consequence. Why else would any rational person want to sleep with someone who's an unkempt, unwashed drifter? Not that I am filthy, but as I live off grid, my beard and whatnot are getting a little wild, and i live at camp clean. It is nothing more than for their ego, and the knowledge that I will be passing on in the morning. Chance are most of these women are cheating on some simp.

Now I am free. Full monk. I do what I want when I want, how I want. I spend my days trapping, fishing, shooting, playing with my dog, throwing knives, falling trees, running the still. I have a garden, solar, and a genny. And I don't take part in a stacked sysyem.

I'm telling this story in hopes a young guy will take the red pill before he has to fall into this game. And I'm interested to see if any other mgtow just left this society. Sorry if it was long winded, but I would like any feedback.