I don't know if this is the right place to ask, but I'm 19 and had my testosterone tested because I thought it was low. I am chronically 'depressed', anxious, I never get morning wood and I simply don't care about sex as much as I did 3 years ago ie. I'm almost never horny. I have slight 'pubertal' gyno. My facial hair is weirdly distributed and very sparse and my hair is slightly thinning all over. I also have trouble falling asleep but the depression, anxiety and insomnia is something I'm working on with my doc (w/o meds). I lift, eat well etc. So to cut to the chase I had my total T, FSH, LH, E tested (no free T because it was too expensive) in the morning, on an empty stomach.

Results:

Estradiol:157 pmol/L FSH: 3.3 IU/L LH: 3 IU/L total T: 44.18 nmol/L (1273.2 ng/dL)

I was honestly shocked by the results. I felt real stupid asking my GP about this, so I'm asking here about experiences, advice, guidance. Is this even something to be concerned about?

I know this is weird and I guess rare, but I'm assuming someone here shares my experience since this kind of stuff is important to most people here.