I don't know do u guys know that subreddit with gold digging members trying to catch so called HVM(High Value Man) but i am one of them if we consider their conditions. I have money, looks, status. I got 10+ matches a day in Tinder. I got IRL dates too so no problem with women so far. Yet i certainly know that these women are with me only for those things. So i am not a gonna end up with a relationship with any of them. I would like to have someone who likes me for being me which seems like does not exist.

So according to u are there only those type of women or can we find someone we love really? Because i feel like i am kinda lost most of the time. I dont enjoy life much lately. Having sex with different women is nice and all but dealing with the stupidity and fake smiles does not worth it. I really dont know what do with my life.

My money and status come from my family. They are doing constructions and my father was the major of the city i live. So everyone knows me(It is a small town tho) but it does not depend on my success so i am trying to change it lately by doing my own work. But i know, people do not care. Women do not care as long as u have the money. I used to be a super overconfident guy but i feel really depressed and losing my energy and confidence gradually.

So i am open all kind of suggestions about this situation with women, with life or anything as a life fuel. Maybe i should leave the idea of being with someone and focus on other aspects of life. Mgtow started to make sense tbh.