For opening my eyes.

This will be long but fuck it I'm Feeling Good. It will also be long because of how true all of the things trp talks about come to life when you start paying attention, when you are enlighten.

It's only been a week and I'm already aware of all the warfare that is going. Warfare that I never was aware of. My personality is starting to change and even my voice has gotten deeper. I know its because of me being relaxed now. Prior to swallowing the pill my energy levels where through the roof for the wrong reasons. I wanted women to notice me.

I had always been a standoffish guy because frankly, I was to scared to approach women. Women noticed that I didn't show interest in them and flocked to me; what they didn't notice at first was my anxiety. I was always surprised when a girl I thought was out of my league would try to get to know me. My problem was when the girls got to know me, I never sealed the deal. I never closed.

I was so concerned with not coming off as creepy or rapey that I didn't even flirt back. I look back now and see all the missed opportunities, if I only didn't care what they thought. THEY CAME TO ME AND I STILL DIDN'T WANT TO OFFEND THEM. Fast forward to last week there are these two sisters who I've always been an asshole to. I didn't give a shit if they liked me or not, but we had a mutual friend in common. Eventually we would all be together in a group talking to one another and I got more comfortable with them.

Shit we talk occasionally so I might as well be nice to them maybe I should start saying Hi to them. (Mind you prior to this I always ignored them and they did like wise.) I started saying Hi to them occasionally because I wanted to be nice and get practice with being friendly to women. I should be nice to them after all they are girls...Crazy how you dont think that way about guys.

Funny shit is...they looked down upon me, they never said it verbally but I felt it. I felt them thinking they were greater than me, here I was trying to be nicer and these two thought I was some orbiter. (I should also note that these two get alot of attention from other guys).

After swallowing the pill I said fuck all that noise. These two always walk right past me. I'm one approaching them they never approached me once. Then a lightbulb went off. I'm going to ignore them. I'm going back to my old way's just to see how they will react. Right on queue I felt their glances, it was like being hit with a lazorbeam. I walked by them and didn't acknowledge them, didn't even look their way. Prior to swallowing the pill I thought I was being an asshole by doing this but now I know. I know my worth, its fine if you don't wanna talk to me, keep it moving honey there's plenty of girls out there. Why stop there? I did it to ALL the women that knew I checked them out, all the women I would turn my head around to see. Guess what, in only one week I practically got them begging for my for attention. They want that validation, I've gotten more attention by not giving any! go figure. Its only been a week and I'm well aware of all the shittest's I've been failing. No more free validation you don't owe me anything and I damn sure don't owe you anything as well.

I was first introduced to how women are back in 3rd grade. I remember I wasn't the coolest kid but I was the coolest kid best friend. There had been this girl who would go back and forth between us. One day she flat out told me When X isn't here you're my boyfriend but when he is here I'm his girlfriend. That kind of logic didn't comprehend in my mind so I ignored it. Then somewhere along my way I started to fear girls not because of them being girls but because I didn't want to offend them. It was always about them, all of my problems came because of them. When you start to not care about them, they start to care about you, crazy huh?

As I read more about theredpill I became angry, angry because how dare women. How dare them cheat on a "great guy" that provides for them and takes cares of them for a guy who didn't give two shits about them. Then it hit me, women are opportunists. THEY HAVE THIS SHIT DOWN TO A SCIENCE. You cant be mad at them for being like that, its how they are.

Case and point my friend had this girl on the side for a bit. I thought nothing about it because I didn't know she had a boyfriend, nothing wrong with a little fun. My friend is well off, his life is great but he is also aware of the shit women pull. The girl cheated on her boyfriend because if she can get with my friend she will be way better off than with her current boyfriend. She stuck with her boyfriend as a backup plan BUT got kicked to the curb. The pedestal I gave her (unknowingly) was also kicked to the curb when we all saw each other and she walked by us; as if we didn't exist. Damn, cant even say bye to the guy that dicked you down? I've been rambling for too long so here are some points I've learned in my first week with TRP

-Don't hold ANYONE higher than you; especially women. Especially the ones you barely know.

-Don't get mad at women for being women. They cant help it and neither will you if you're all mad about it.

-Embrace the game and learn how to play; don't be the chump she left, be the guy she left the chump for.

-The less you care about them, the more they care about you. Don't just act that way guys, you actually have to feel this way. Women have this sixth sense that can smell even the tiniest of insecurities. Wanna know when a women is losing interest and respect for you? look at her eyes. When her eyes go from being excited to this, Its over. She's figured you out, Abandon Ship. (Obviously it's not always the case, especially if you're maintaining frame, but if you aren't she'll sniff right it out.)

-Don't take yourself too seriously let loose, relax, Life is short enjoy it.

-Don't start shit and don't take shit.

In the end of the day what you learn at Theredpill doesn't apply just for women, Nah that's just the tip of the iceberg. Be successful out there guys. Know Your Worth.