How do I deal with this, have always been a hetero male who used to be homophobic at one point and found then completely disgusting, I do get extremely turned off by gay porn and the sort but my mind is straying to the idea because I haven't been high libido like I usually was due to work related stress/diet/no exercise/etc.

Coming from a conservative friend group who would shun me and outcast me if they got to know shit info, I was wondering how does it put me up with women and if there are any bisexual redpilled alphas here or some you know from IRL?