I am a very shy guy i dont have many friends. I met this girl from bumble went on a couple of dates with her I took her out to an arcade then dinner and movies. I made out touched her everywhere she rubbed me through my pants during the movie, neck kissing, great convos...etc. I thought things were going great as im looking for a relationship and she is the type of girl im looking for. On the second date we were in my car after the movie making out, I said lets go in the backseat and have some fun. She said she had to study but next time well do it. I had a fuck buddy last month and I dont like it. Id rather be friends with the girl im fucking it makes it much better.

So today this girl ive went on dates with posted a tik tok with her ex from 2 weeks ago. It was private and she unprivated it today it was one of those couples challenges. Like wtf i thought things were going great. I legit cried and feel really low on myself like Im trying to look for a good girl who wont play me. I dont know where to find girls I have no friends to go out with. Im in college about to graduate and have no friends that I even hang with. Im feeling really lonely and depressed especially staying home friday and saturday nights. Please help.