Failed the ultimate shit test by her dumping me and instead of going no contact I put her on the pedestal in the most beta way you can ever possibly imagine. How the fuck do I get over this? I’ve been lifting and plating other bitches but nothing fucking helps. I feel like a lost cause..and I can’t fucking stand knowing that she’s getting her brains fucked out by other men who have a higher SMV than me on a daily basis. This shit has completely ruined me as a man.