This post got removed & I got banned from 3 different subreddits for it. It also got removed from r/bdsmpersonals but I got a message from the moderators saying the reason was because I needed to include my location. I actually didn't even want to post it on bdsmpersonals because I wanted the sex stuff to be lesser. As in I was looking for a real relationship instead of just a sexual one. So I just deleted it from there. I just don't know where to post it having been banned from those two subreddits. I got banned from the femdom one too. But I have the same feelings there as with the bdsm personals one. I didn't want to post it on sexual subreddits, but ended up doing so after getting banned from r/foreveralonedating & r/r4r.

I also several messages telling me that it seemed like I was abusive. So I was wondering which parts look abusive to you? I really want to know why this post is so forbidden.

This is the post. Triggerwarning for abusiveness.

I also got called a demon.