So I’m pretty sure (well not pretty sure, I’m certain) that I love this girl. No matter how many other girls I get, my mind still goes back to her. I see potential in her as a life partner and I don’t think that’ll ever go away. Been like this for 3 years.

At the same time though, I really don’t care about her like that. Like... I can get girls that mog her into the ground and back. Not only physically but every way. And if she’s not talking about being with me or at least sleeping with me, I’d rather not even be around her. Like idc about her problems or what’s going on in her life or anything. But I still think about her and stuff and imagine being together. I don’t imagine this with other girls (even though they’re better), only her.

Anyone else go through this?