I (17) am visiting my hometown this weekend and my friends and I plan on going to a couple parties. I don't get to see my friends very often, so I'm excited to spend time and party with them. The problem is - all I can think about is the possibility of hooking up at these parties. In the past, I've found girls to hook up with at these events and it hasn't been an issue. Problem is now, my social skills are all outta wack cuz of quarantine, I don't have any female friends to practice contact with, and I haven't even had any sexual contact in 16+ months. I'm getting a lot of anxiety about the whole thing. I'm putting myself in a mental scenario where I have to hook up with someone, or else I'll be disappointed about the whole weekend.
I know the reality is I'm probably not getting any pussy this weekend. How do I frame this weekend to not be about hooking up, and just about having a good time?
