Ok.

Happy fantastic thanksgiving. Yeh.

This is all true. 100. Deep breath...

I belong to some online groups. Right? Crazy. Anyhow, there was an Airborne member of the in one group. Very good looking. Couldn't help but notice. Went to Iraq. 2003 and 2004. Enough said. Google Fallujah.

But soooooo funny. Fucking hysterical. I have a wicked sense of humor. He just said shit that would make me laugh so hard I'm shaking. Literally thought I cracked a rib. Very clever.

But my six sense tells me that no one could be a choir boy. Does not swear. Ever. Ok. Never has a bad day, ok. Ever. My six sense kicks in. Maybe it's the time to overseas? Probably killed people. That changes a person. Really, the ultimate sacrifice. For real us. Have a young person kill people. So I get that it could be that. Ptsd. War.

No. It's not that there is something else. I feel it. Something dark? But what. What happened in Iraq stays in Iraq. But I'm a hunter, something more than that is off.

Finally I just say, what is your story. Something. I feel it. Tell me. Tell me! Tell me right fucking now! I only knew his first initial.

He sends me an article. He is a convicted sex offender. After the war was assigned to female prison dorm. Figure it out.

So I'm totally, fucking, in shock. Shock. But je croix au Christ. He's 32. Fucked up his life and totally paid for it. I can't act shook. I don't want to hurt him. He is a veteran. Now sex offender for 25 years. W the af.

Now, he is 100 wrong. 100. Abuse of power. It doesn't matter who did what first. He's wrong.

Now what. Is this a person I can remain friends with. I mean, he couldn't tell me from the jump. I get that. But I had to pry. I get that.

Is change possible, or is something fundamentally wrong with a man that could do this.