My country’s a fucking joke I can’t even get a motorcycle because the bank won’t even allow my family to buy one because my family is in debt,not even asking them to pay ill pay for it but the bank needs proof of job anad to be 18, they have that but are in debt so they dont allow it . I have 0 friends haven’t even fucked a girl in my life I just want to travel and camp and I can’t even fucking to that because I don’t have a vehicle for train sport, I’m not even allowed to drive in my country till I’m 18 so fuck. I wanna move to another country and join the military to commit fucking suicide but I have to wait till end of summer for that, I don’t know how I’m gonna make it till then this shit has been happening for a year I’m so fucking angry and wanna punch and throw shit I’m 17 and still love with my family can’t even move out.