So now it´s a month and half since I got what I wanted. PC. Wanted that shit for two years.

Now I have it and outside of some prospect for income(i make websites as my "other job") this thing costed me more than 1000 USD when I could have just used my old laptop for the same stuff.

Its not like I will not use it anymore, but in short it wasn´t worth it.

Last month I wanted to get laid with a good looking girl. Two weeks ago, really good looking girl(at least when it comes to my alchocol induced mind lol) was lying in my bed, and then I realized that I wanted younger girl than her(she was 35+ or something, I didn´t even care about what she said).

As a matter of fact I want a girl to spend my time with, etc. Some romantic bullshit that probably came from tv or something, but hey it´s what I want right now, so I think I will go after it.

The thing what worries me is this: It´s not the first time it happened. Its like I reach this small goal that I have in my mind, and suddenly I might have completely different goal in my mind and its like gratification from that previous goal lasted minutes at best.

There are things where you can apply discipline(gym), but this doesn´t seem like a thing. I will not even try stuff that I know that I am not interested in.

So..how do you know that the goal you set for yourself is truly what you want(outside of that moment/days/weeks that you are trying to achieve said goal).