Currently for a couple of weeks digesting the red pill and its surreal.

Some background, me (M20) and ,for the sake of the story, keisha(F21) known each for about 2-3 years now. Once had mutual romantic interest, nothing came of it, both moved on to other people and remained friends.

Lately I've been thinking about what i'd want to get out of life because college doesnt look like the thing for me. Currently thinking about getting into a trade. In turn, I haven't been talking to keisha, sometimes cuz im unable to and sometimes cuz I just dont want to. We used to be on the phone hours on end and conversations usually are random, nonproductive and petty. I don't want to engage in it. We used to talk about life and our opinions on things going around in the world and our own personal events.

Keisha would make remakes about how we don't talk anymore or I don't pick up the phone and make passive aggressive comments about how I'm always busy.

There's more into this but I'll focus on the recent event.

I'm chilling on campus and she calls my phone. I see that it's her and I let it ring. Basically not answering it. She calls again, I answer and she's on me like "why did you decline my call?" I didn't decline it and lied saying I didn't see it. I defended myself at first but realize that's pointless. I asked hows her dog was she respond why am I asking,how come I don't visit him. Blah blah I just ignore that and repeat the question. Doesn't get anywhere. I forgot the rest and she basically hanged up like she always does.

Later I call saying I'm going to pull up on her to chill and I'll call her when I'm outside. I should've made it clear I was just tryna chill and not do or go anywhere because I normally drive us somewhere. She comes outside her parents house and brings her dog, she asked me if she should bring him and I said it's up to her. I'm outside my car and she goes to the door thinking I'm going to let her in, should've mentioned my intentions more clearly. I said "we can talk in your car" because I saw no difference of who's car we go in, just for tonight, not mines and I didn't see the need to explain myself. I can't go inside her house.

Then it begins

She insistent in getting in my car. I was petting her dog, she passive aggressively brings up a comments I said about him months ago. She keeps asking me, why all of a sudden I want to hang out with her multiple times when previously she's been asking why we don't hang out anymore. I bring up stamps, I collect stamps, she said she threw away the ones she said she had and asked if I was mad while smiling (who does this?) I realized that's a shit test and react accordingly, still new to red pill. She hits me with an ultimatum, let her in the car or she goes back in the house. I don't cave and she goes back in, comes back out. Eventually I just leave when she went back inside her house again and head to do something else.

She calls, I don't answer, she texts saying what's my problem. And I'm disinterest in talking to her at this point.

Next day I'm baffled over the whole thing trying to logically process it. There's has been dozens of times we've been in conflict. This is just the latest.

All I wanted was to converse and for it to not be in my car.