Hi guys, I swallowed red pill two days ago, I am glad that this subreddit exists as I begun to look for dangerous patterns in my behavior.

When I hang out with friends drinking, I often offer cigarettes for those who don't have their own, as they are occasional smokers. I never put much thought to it, as I simply enjoy smoking with others. I do the same thing when I spin plates, is it OK?

While writing this post, a memory came back. I was hanging with hot chick some time ago, she asked a beta for cigarettes and he gave her a handful, which she shared with me. Then we went to another bar, she bought a beer, I bought a beer and a pack, when we finished our drinks, she was heading to a concert (a band which I didn't like and she was crazy for) and ask me for two cigs so that she has something to smoke on a molly comeup. I complied. Was that a degradation of me or as I then thought, a fair deal?