I've been broken up with my ltr of 5 years for about a year now. The relationship was drama free and I thought I'd be with her forever. I'll be honest I miss her. But I miss who she was, and that person can't be the same now. She never reached out to me ever in that one year... but there are other things I've improved on myself. I'm 28 years old....

This past year I had sex with the hottest women I ever have, and learned more about female nature thanks to trp and ams. I also bought my first home (2 family) which I'm moving into and it'll be my first time living on my own. Before that I've been living with my parents. While all of these things are great, I have one thing standing in my way.

I've had hypothyroidism for a while now. I was doing well at one point but any stressors can throw things off (the break up last year)...I was feeling good when optimally treated...I've been working with my doctor but most of the time I have constant brain fog/low energy/low mood. I try to make the most of it, and he says were really close to being optimally treated and feeling well but it seems like "it's so close but so far." Even after 8 hours of sleep and napping during the day, still it's hard. There are some days worse than others...but how can I make the most of this?

I've always wanted to go drive the pacific coast highway, san fransisco to san diego.. I even brought it up to my ex before we broke up and she didn't want to, but now i can. My question is do you think it would be better to wait until I'm feeling at my best to make this trip or do you think this trip could lift me up and I should just do it now?

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Sorry for the long ass post but I wanted to get everything in. Thanks guys