So I read a lot of about trp. I was here before the main sub was quarantined. I lift a lot (competitive powerlifter with low body fat) my face looks good and I am avg height (179) too but I am a little bit autistic.

I have low self esteem. No one knows it because i can hide it well. This is caused by me never having had a girlfriend. I had girls who flirted with me but you know I just can’t do it because it feels like acting and I am not a good actor.

Girls who showed me interest rejected me because I asked them out directly after chatting 5-10 minutes in total 1-2 days.

I don’t want to play stupid games I just want a girlfriend and I don’t care who she is if she is attractive enough and my only standard is a decent ass and face.