My current girlfriend and I started out as friends. She was a virgin and we grew very close because we spoke every day about everything. I had recently gotten divorced and this girl was just a breath of fresh air and she’s literally gorgeous. However, once I was officially done with my ex, the girl wasn’t ready to have sex. I then went on to date another girl and had to cut this girl off because it would be wrong to be friends with her.

I cheated on my then girlfriend with other “plates” I guess but I still kept thinking about my current girlfriend. Every day. I was stuck on her. She’s literally the prettiest girl I’ve ever seen. She’s gorgeous.

Eventually my then girlfriend and I broke up and within days, I hit up my current girlfriend and we started dating after a few weeks. I am obsessed with the ups and downs, her mood swings, depression, red flags, body insecurity... I don’t know if it’s because I think she’s stunning because I literally have no interest in any other women... I only jerk off to my girlfriend and nobody compares to her. I don’t think this is healthy. I have options. I have FWBs and random thots I could text rn to fuck but nobody compares to my girl. I can’t maintain “frame” and I feel like I’m in hers if that makes sense. Other connections with girls feel so dull, so plain and basic. I have even been married before so I’m not some baby dating for the first time. I’ve had a wife, girlfriends, FWB, fuckbuddies, whatever.

What do I do?