I’ll start this post off by saying my previous relationship 2 years ago ended off by me being cheated on, and has left me jaded towards LTR that stay loyal throughout.

This was all before I swallowed the redpill 2 years ago.

Since then, I have had fuck buddies, people I have been seeing, but never someone I was fully committed to in a relationship with where we were exclusive. I had no commitment to anyone. That is until now..

Recently I started in a relationship again for the first time since swallowing the pill. My frame is firm, I truly feel completely different right off the bat than I did in my last relationship. About a week ago though, I started having urges to want to fuck other girls again and have felt the urge to just say fuck it and go do it and cheat on my girlfriend. It’s this voice in the back of my head telling me, “you were cheated on before, and now more than ever, since you’ve taken the red pill.. what makes you think it won’t happen again?”

It’s really messing with my head. I can’t decide what voice is right, the one to stay loyal in my relationship? Or the one that’s jaded and knows from my prior past of being cheated on, that it will inevitably happen again?

I would love some advice from the redpill, telling me if my concerns are rational, and if someone could lead me on the right path. I feel as if I can’t figure out what the right “RedPill” mentality towards this is.

TL;DR: cheated on in last relationship. Is it right or wrong to cheat on my new girlfriend because I feel like I will inevitably be cheated at some point in future.