So i have been staying at this hostel and have finally met some new people, signed up for a party bus tour and shit.
Apparently i am very sensitive to caffeine because i has a small coffee from Starbucks to “get my night started” and it just killed me. I had the WORST anxiety attack ever and lost frame with everyone at the bars the bus took us on. The booze didn’t help either as I felt sick and was shaking like crazy and was so awkward. Everyone was looking at me funny when i tried to socialize and even a bouncer came up to me and asked if i was good.
I would like to try again and go on another tour when this shit clears up but now i’ve lost frame with my group. What should i do? Shoud just go out by myself and avoid the group or try again with them.