And thereafter we kissed and I was about to smash but my hand on her crotch felt she was on a period wearing a pad. Ugh. Anyway, I might have messed up. She's been flaking on meet ups for the past 3 weeks. Yesterday I just figured I'll go to her place either way and I found her studying at her desk. The rest is history. She can't decide on shit to save her life.

But I figure I know what it means. She's not into me like that. Says that if she gets into something with me she'll go all the way. I can tell she's reluctant still. She was convinced I was gonna be nothing more than a friend until I said otherwise. I don't know about you guys here, but I'll sell her marriage to get her as a plate if need be. Kinda like her though. Studies a lot and all, quite serious and a bit meek in person.

I have another girl who's my FWB but she was at her boyfriend's place tonight. Maybe I should just ghost this other girl? We're supposed to meet up on Friday.